My Poem space

[CharmQuark]

The Sun, Moon and Stars

When you awake in the morning can you feel it?
The warm sun on your face, the arms of the
Person you love round you, you awake smiling
Happy. In the evening moonlight you walk
Hand in hand along the beach You feel warm
And happy For once in your life you are content.
As the night falls upon you can you see the stars,
You lie on the beach you loved ones arms yet
Again around you And you look can you feel how
Happy i am? Can you tell that this is what real
Love is all about? Can you get a day any better
Than today was? I smile He smiles Then we kiss.

[CharmQuark]

I see you, I feel, I hear you

I close my eyes i see you,
I go to touch you & i feel you,
I listen & i hear you,
I open my eyes and your not there,
I touch where you once lay you are not there,
I listen & i cant hear you laughing and joking,
I MISS YOU DAD I LOVE YOU

[CharmQuark]

LIFE

Have you ever wondered why the birds always sing?
When your feeling bad, down and miserable you know
In your mind that the world still goes on, When
You are worried about people, do you think?
Would they worry about me if i was in the same
Position? You look at children and think there life
Is so simple why cant we all just stay kids?
YOU BEGIN TO CRY
In your dreams you dream what happens when
I am alone and nobody wants me? When i die
Will anybody notice that i have gone?
NO I DOUBT IT
You start to cry When you need a hug
And you cant find the arms to hold you
And give you the love and affection.
But through it all the birds keep singing
saying "Everything is ok in the world"
I look out and say to myself "If only you knew"
I START TO CRY
I think there must be someone who will
hold me? I lay on my bed and softly cry myself to sleep.

(wrote 2003)

[CharmQuark]

I hear you call my name

Wnen i am in bed i hear you call my name
We i am sitting watching tv i hear you call my name
When i go out i hear u in the wind calling my name
When i go out and have fun in the noise and chatting
I hear you call my name when i get in and sit alone
I hear you call my name when i go back to bed
I can hear you call my name I listen and hear you
Say "All i want you to do is say sorry" I dont notice my
Tears till they roll down my cheecks I close my eyes and
Whisper softly "I am so so sorry" I lay on my back listening
To your voice calling my name slowly you fade
Away "You are forgiven" Are the last words i hear
You say I turn on my and and wonder? Who was saying
My name Who wanted me to say sorry Who was with
Me all that day I fall asleep.
By Em

[CharmQuark]

Nightmare

Can you hear it?
Can you feel it?
Can you see it?
I can hear it coming
I can feel it under my skin
I can see it everywhere
Sometimes i am scared
Sometimes i want to scream " GO AWAY AND DONT COME BACK"
I dream a dream of it Why am i so scared and unhappy?
My heart is aching My mind is heavy
This this i am scared of is me
But why am i scared of myself? Maybe it is because i dont know me
anymore maybe none of us know who we are Life is a dream
Be it good or bad We have to live this nightmare
We have to cope with what it throws at us If we dont we will break
So we find ways dealing with it We have loved ones and friends
They dont know what it is like to live the NIGHTMARE day in
Day out You try and explain, they laugh you laugh with them
But inside your heart is aching Your eyes want to cry
Can you feel it yet?
Can you see it yet?
Can you hear it yet?
This thing is me and you everything we can survive this Nightmare,
As long as we have each other but remember sometimes
That just aint enough
By em

[chriwi]

Very nice poemsprobably telling much about you, but I am not a psycologist so I can only enjoy to read them. But there are too many at one time, I didnot find the time to read them all, it would have been better you would have placed them her one by one, one each day that even restless natures like me find enoug time to enjoy all of them.

Anyways I amimpressed and the small part I read tells me you must be a very nice person.

[CharmQuark]

Hiya Chriwi

Thank you I try do be as nice as possible no point in being nasty or miserable even if you are having a bad day hehe I am also pleased you like them It's just something i do for a hobbie really but then i found out i was actually quite good at it lol I try to keep them as real and as raw as possible seems to work thank you for taking the time to have a look this is kinda like my new storage space for them I didn't post them though as some are really dark don't think people are ready for that yet hope to catch you in chat real soon thanks again

[Janelouise]

Hi Em,
I have only just seen your poems and I think they're brilliant

Thanks for sharing them.

[CharmQuark]

Thanks huni

[CharmQuark]

Turning a Blind Eye

My love for you will always be no matter
What you put my way, you having fun and
Playing away makes me want to cry for you
To stay, the thought of you with someone
Else rips me up inside but for now i know
I have to let you be this is why i find
Myself turning a blind eye.

[CharmQuark]

YOU

You take my heart and tell me you love me
You take my mind, my feelings, my thoughts
You take my soul, you came into my life and
You turn me upside down and inside out
You are the one i need, the one i want,
You are my life, my happyness and sadness
You bring me joy but also pain, but here i am.
Still wanting you, still loving you, still hoping
Praying that we will one day be together.

[CharmQuark]

Pain and Hurt

From the inside out you can yourself
Hurting, wondering how things got this
Bad in the first place you begin to cry
As you look out at the rain.
The sound of the drops sounds
Like the tears in your heart
Will this pain ever go away
Sometimes she wonders
Her love has left her all alone
To face the worlds troubles and Woes,
She hers the faint cry of
A crow in the trees beside her house
Wouldn't it be wonderful to Be as free as a bird?
No worries, no hurt just free
How wonderful that must be.
She sits with a cup in her hands
Thinking of being hugged by the
Man she loves, but never again
Will that happen.
For now he has gone never to return
For now he will forget that you even
Exsisted, he will move on and love someone
Else, while today you sit by the window and hurt.

[CharmQuark]

Hiding Behind Yourself

Sometimes in this life you
Just want to be left alone
Wishing that everybody
Would just leave, when
Trouble starts and arguments
Happen you just want to go
Away and sometimes in your
Darkest times you wish you
Was another person behind
The real you, you can cry and
Scream and shout and rant
But things will always go
Wrong just remember that
In troubled times you can
Always Hide behind yourself

[CharmQuark]

You're Special

You're the one i turn to
When i am in trouble
And i find i have nowhere
To turn When things start getting
Way to much and i am just
Really down i know one
Thing is for certain and thats
I will always have you, your the
One person i can rely on and thats
What gets me through just have one
More thing to say to you,
You're special I Love You.

[CharmQuark]

Goodbye

When you leave me on the
Platform with the tears in
My eyes i can't help but
Miss you and want you
By my side, for i hate
Saying Goodbye, but
Now i can smile at
The fact you will be back
And in my arms and my
Bed just where you belong